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Former Amish Testimonies

Step into the powerful and deeply personal journeys of individuals who have left the Amish lifestyle. This page features firsthand accounts of the struggles, breakthroughs, and spiritual awakenings experienced by former Amish men and women. Through their testimonies, you’ll gain insight into the challenges of leaving a close-knit culture, the search for truth, and the freedom found in a relationship with Christ. These stories are honest, emotional, and a testament to God’s grace at work.

Martha Ross

I, the co-owner of the Facebook page The Amish Way, was born and raised Old Order Amish in the Middlefield, Ohio Amish community, which is the

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Jesse Kauffman

For most of my life, I judged and rejected masculinity. As a boy, I was bullied and mocked by other boys. Many of the male

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Miriam Mast

Hi. My name is Miriam, and I have been at New Beginnings since the second week in November of 2024. I had just left the

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Mary Glick

Hello, my name is Mary. I’m 18 years old. I grew up in New York. When I was sixteen, I left the Amish and moved

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Lydia Flora

Before I left my community, my life felt trapped, hopeless, and pointless, even though I had no fear of physical or sexual abuse. I eventually

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Marilyn Esh

Before I left my community, my life as an Amish person was fulfilling in many ways. I had friends, family, and a pretty good education,

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Sadie Miller

What brought me to New Beginnings was my sister; she wanted to come but wouldn’t without me. So, I thought, “Why not?” As I considered

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Linda Yoder

My life before I left my community was dark, monotonous, depressing, and sad. The rules made me feel like I couldn’t be myself 100%, and

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Sylvia Miller

Before I left my community, my life was characterized by fear, confusion, and anxiety. This environment made it impossible for me to live out God’s

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Fannie Beiler

I would like to share about when Jesus came into my life. I became a new creature in Him, and my life changed drastically. I

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Mary Yoder

I was sixteen and struggling with depression, addiction and immorality, full of anger and bitterness. In my depression and anger, I searched for love in

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Levi Mast

I grew up in an Old Order Amish community. Three things I enjoyed about growing up Amish were spending time with my family, living off

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Aaron Yoder

When I look back at the years I spent growing up in my Old Order Amish community, there’s not much I remember liking. My relationship

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Ivan Jess

I was born into an Amish family in a farmhouse, delivered by my grandmother. I attended church every Sunday, with few exceptions from the time

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Martha Burkholder

We got up like we normally do. I made coffee and Ray’s tea. I usually read and study for a while, then lay back down

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Maddie Miller

My name is Mattie E. Miller, and I left home, my family, and my friends on October 9, 2018. For twenty-six years of my life,

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Rosella Graber

What was your life like before you left the Amish? Before I left the Amish, I was so depressed that most days, all I did

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